I’m sorry it has taken me such a long time to write again. It wasn’t meant to be. I started writing on something of an article, perhaps in a bit of an “essayan style”, but I didn’t finish it.
The fact is, I’ve come to make quite a major personal discovery, that’s really made me depressed. I’ve been diagnosed as depressed earlier, but that was differently. This is a realization in which I hope to be alone to ever see, and so I will try my best to hide it. I had to write about it somewhere, and seeing as this is my most factual “blog” (it’s really more of a site where I take on a view on the society or something related to it) as well as being my most anonymous site, I could briefly just say here that I’ve made this realization, and it has really changed my view on everything. Life in itself, to be quite honest.
It is dangerous for me to write more about this subject of matter, but I do must say, I wish I’d leave The Big Questions here in life for themselves. I wish I hadn’t thought as much about religion, wish I hadn’t been meditating (as one does within the religion I’ve chosen to convert to, but no longer feel I belong to its full extent) and I wish I hadn’t gotten the education I have, but rather gone with social studies over my chemistry and physics.
Listen to me: If you are happy, keep living that way! Don’t care whether you are undereducated or whether you are rich or poor or whether you speak with a flaw or…whatever! Just keep yourself happy (for the most part, no one is happy 24/7 and we all have tough times, it’s part of our nature), and keep on smiling! Carpe diem, people. Carpe diem indeed.
